Wednesday 21 March 2012

(un)FAIR ENOUGH

Some people are just born and stuck with the luck of Irish. Just by waving your hand, as if they have the Harry Potter's Unbeatable Wand in their hand, or by just snapping their fingers, they can make everything work according to their plan/desire, even from a tidal wave situation.

Envy?

Yeah, me too.

Its really pain in the ass to see the universe playing games with you. Where (you think) you work your ass off for everything and believe you deserve something equal for your hard work/sacrifice , some lazy ass jerk just cut you in the line and got something equal or even more than what you've done or deserve.

Lately, I think the "Luck of Irish" (original meaning = sarcastic way of saying) is the best phrase to describe one's situation. Disappointment after disappointment, bad news after bad news, and so on. I just want to scream "F*** you!" to everybody, as if they cant get enough looking at me suffering. But, thankfully one can still control one's madness, I dont want to be the idiot who use abusive words on my social network status just to get attentions. Keep it cool. One may be upset, but one still have brain and dignity.

Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale.


I'm just trying to be patient at the moment, maybe its a sign that I should reflect myself. And improve myself to become a better person. I dont want to be the whiny bitch who complains about this and that. Maybe its a sign that I should be more wise, to see everything from a more wider perspective. And, last but not least, to be grateful with what I have achieved so far.

There are A LOT of people out there who are much more LESS fortunate than me. To have a complete family, to be able to live abroad, enjoying the beauty of the nature along with the amazing delicate of various cuisine, and most of all, to have the privilege accompanied by great friends while experiencing those moments are the things that one cant thank enough.

SO, one should count one's blessings instead of complaints.

Now, I feel better. Although, some people may look down on me, I know that I am worth more than what they think. I'm proud with all that I have achieved, and I got my families and friends to support me.

This writing is dedicated to my good friends (read - family) here in Glasgow, Scotland (NOT UK). Thank you for being there when I'm up and care even more when I'm down. One is really grateful to have such friends like you guys.

-cheers from BIG man-